Friday, May 30, 2008

Di. Men. Sions.

Dimensions of black spins and swirls,
I am drawn into a world
of no earth or stones.


AP

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Escalofríos (Shivers)

- Escalofríos -
Escalofríos…lo que siento,
Busco.
No lo encuentro.
Son las palabras enredadas,
Manejadas, cambiadas, transformadas,
Amargas y amargadas, Insulsas, sin calor,
Las que me estrangulan, las que me asfixian
Las que se cruzan en mis ojos,
Y las que golpean sin merced,
Con lujuria, ansía y sequedad,
Mi vacío corazón.

Las razones no las veo,
Pero de lo que me acuerdo:
En las mañanas yo te siento,
Te veo y te recuerdo.
Cuando me infectas con tu odio,
La belleza que te aclaro y te confirmo:
“No es mía…”.
Quizá no me pertenece,
¿Quizá no me pertenece?
Aquello no lo reconozco,
O lo reconozco evitando los torrentes de palabras…
Que se revolotean como mariposas en mi boca,
Y que me queman los labios con deseo,
Deseo, deseo…deseo evitarlo…no lo quiero,
Pero…no…no resisto a mi castigo.

No resisto al esmeralda de tus ojos,
Me deja vacío, me enferma poco a poco,
Se enreda por mi cuello,
Y me asfixia suavemente,
Como víbora maldita,
Hermosa y colorida,
Intoxicante, asesina y despiadada,
Esperando, esperando,
Aquel momento tan confuso,
Bajo llave, no aclarado,
Para darme su mordida.

By F.E.D (C) 2008

She

Entwined and cascaded,

A carousel spins

She gazes at the sky

Wanting,

Craving,

To die.

Her expressionless face cringes at thoughts

Protruding,

Explosions,

Emotions,

Lost.

She drowns in a river of black ink and gold

Words,

Words,

words,

Always and ever untold.


AP

Fifteen, 000.

15,000 people.
15 words.
Freely growing.
Contentious birds.

15,000 people.
15 words.
100 voices.
1 heard.


AP

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

It...

It’s around now nine,
Can’t get around the hole of my mind,
My despair like a gray cloth,
My red eyes tired of myself.
The gray days, the gray houses, the gray prison,
An unspeakable desire to put an end to this life.

I’m washed out by the rain, the cold asphalt hitting my face,
Horror and nightmare in visions,
Oh! What will they say?!
How will the act? What will I hear?
Poison of their tongues on my tongue,
The bitter taste of death and the plague,
Visions of my horrid face looking out the window,
Where everything is dead,
The loved ones are buried,
The angst and the hunger,
Destroying my body.

The flower that bloomed…
So ugly, so pale…just a corpse in my garden,
And my scarred body shivers in the cold of my winter,
Surviving a torture, a damnation, a curse,
My vision blurred by the gray,
The crystalline tears run through my face,
Asking myself, “When will it end?”.

By F.E.D, (C)2008